Dear Mom

I'm feeling tired today,
left alone in the room hugging a pillow,
touching my phone distacted my mind
it's lonely to eat tonight...

suddenly,I was frightened by the ringing phone,
my mom's worried voice if i've eaten
these words annoyed me but today it's different
the forgotten promises are rembered.

I will be a person with preety heart
and become a person whi is selfless
I'll keep the love of my mother's wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair..

Though I've made hurtful wrong choices
Ypu silently watche over me from behind
But now I think more than innocent child
The meaning of mom's silent prayers.

what will I do? et my heart is small
can i do better without holding mother's hand??

I'm afraid that it will still lack
I'll be a wise daughter of my mom
I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go..
I'll keep the love of my mother's wishes
I'll show endless love
I'll have a warm heart
I'm shy to express to mom....

That I really..really love u Mom... :'(

Tired..

Assalammualaikum & hello2 guys ...

PENAT...PENAT...PENAT..
Hari ni,sangat2 penat...
Baba kerja,kakak kerja,ipar kerja..
ME at home kerja jaga baby,urus rumah.. aw so TIRED...
macam mana ndak penat,last night tido jam 2 lbh uda bangun jam 7 pagi.
that's why ar tired..
apa2 pun biasala hari pertama huhuhu,nanti lama2 biasa la too uda..

Tadi lagi,dgr suara mommy yg saya ndak balik sandakan trus len suaranya..hrmm
pas too ptgnya skypeing dgn mommy nd kakak2 d sandakan trus t'mngs ..
rindu sangat2..kalau boleh mok balik juga hari nie,mok peluk mommy..
tp tadi discuss dgn daddy nd kakak long next week la pulang..
saya nie ikut diorang jak...
hope mommy jaga diri sana..
that's all for today, want too sleep early

xoxo,
ika